Father β€’ Lover β–ͺ Best Friend πŸ’“ Missing my love, @jonaaronbray, while he’s out launching he and his brother’s botanical tech, @azoth.solutions, this week in Vegas. β—‡
Reminiscing at photos from the summer, I noticed a trend of captures with these two pointing simultaneously, and it’s just so adorable. β—‡
Seeing this man with our children melts me. I love witnessing the exchange he shares with them. This photo was a rare off-early afternoon together, and I remember how we soaked it in.
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Searching for better words to describe love, I discovered this… “Viraag (Hindi) : The emotional pain of being separated from a loved one.” β—‡
This is so real for me, especially as of late. He’s been working a ton to support us, so I can be with our children, and with the cost of living so high, it’s difficult to carve enough time out for each other, which I believe is vital.
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It’s hard to admit, because I have always believed myself strong and autonomous, but I have physical pain at the thought of ever losing him. β—‡
This is the hardest trigger I’ve ever had to reprogram. It goes deep, and as a Mother now, too, biology makes my family protective vibes even stronger. I trust him, and I know deep down he will always be here for us no matter what, but some part of me still cripples in fear.
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I know this is temporary, and I know this is a bleep on our map of love, but it’s time to bring this shadow out to the light. I don’t wish to carry it anymore. πŸ™πŸŒ„
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Anybody else out there experience this and care to discuss? I would love to hear your experiences around this.
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Let’s talk about #love #relationships #twinsouls #twinflames #consciousness #shadows #fear #healing #instagood #instadaily #discussion #photooftheday #fatherandson #couples #monogamy #family #mypack

Author: Jess Bray

Singer-Songwriter + Producer in the high mountains of the Wild American West. Muse + Co-Creator of #ModernMusesOracle & #ModernMusesCommunity.

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