A Muse in Harmony

The music we make, creates. Medicine music for all.

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Father β€’ Lover β–ͺ Best Friend πŸ’“ Missing my love, @jonaaronbray, while he’s out launching he and his brother’s botanical tech, @azoth.solutions, this week in Vegas. β—‡
Reminiscing at photos from the summer, I noticed a trend of captures with these two pointing simultaneously, and it’s just so adorable. β—‡
Seeing this man with our children melts me. I love witnessing the exchange he shares with them. This photo was a rare off-early afternoon together, and I remember how we soaked it in.
Searching for better words to describe love, I discovered this… “Viraag (Hindi) : The emotional pain of being separated from a loved one.” β—‡
This is so real for me, especially as of late. He’s been working a ton to support us, so I can be with our children, and with the cost of living so high, it’s difficult to carve enough time out for each other, which I believe is vital.
It’s hard to admit, because I have always believed myself strong and autonomous, but I have physical pain at the thought of ever losing him. β—‡
This is the hardest trigger I’ve ever had to reprogram. It goes deep, and as a Mother now, too, biology makes my family protective vibes even stronger. I trust him, and I know deep down he will always be here for us no matter what, but some part of me still cripples in fear.
I know this is temporary, and I know this is a bleep on our map of love, but it’s time to bring this shadow out to the light. I don’t wish to carry it anymore. πŸ™πŸŒ„
Anybody else out there experience this and care to discuss? I would love to hear your experiences around this.
Let’s talk about #love #relationships #twinsouls #twinflames #consciousness #shadows #fear #healing #instagood #instadaily #discussion #photooftheday #fatherandson #couples #monogamy #family #mypack

Author: A Muse in Harmony

A stage performer at age 8, a professional Nashville recording artist by 13 and a record deal on the table by 16, I was born to sing. Disenchanted with the mainstream, commercial track I was on, I set my music aside for years until the pregnancy of my firstborn reawakened my voice. Motherhood has been the greatest flint and tinder to my creative fire. Each of my kids have their own special song, intuitively revealed as I carried each of them in my womb. Sounding during the labor of my second son helped me birth his 10 lb. 13 oz. form in half the time of my first, pushing for only 30 minutes. After experiencing the power of singing during labor firsthand, a passion arose in me to help other birthing Mothers do the same. I embrace music from a holistic perspective. Singing is more than entertainment, it’s entrainment of the mind, body, spirit and world as we experience it. All of life itself is intricately composed of vibration (sound) in constant motion. As human beings, each with our own built-in creation tool, our voice, we have the opportunity to create our world anew. Music carries the listener on a journey, an experience unique to each artists’ creation perspective. Our bodies eventually fade, but music lives on and changes lives forevermore. From this understanding, the role of a musical artist carries a great power and responsibility, to be conscious of the vibrations we share with the world. I pledge to inspire, to move people (and mountains) with my voice and music, to share my whole, beautiful and sometimes messy truth each and every moment I am on this sacred Earth, and encourage others to do the same. This life is precious. Only you can be you. Show up in all your glory. Rise and shine.

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