A Muse in Harmony

The music we make, creates. Medicine music for the Soul.

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Father β€’ Lover β–ͺ Best Friend πŸ’“ Missing my love, @jonaaronbray, while he’s out launching he and his brother’s botanical tech, @azoth.solutions, this week in Vegas. β—‡
Reminiscing at photos from the summer, I noticed a trend of captures with these two pointing simultaneously, and it’s just so adorable. β—‡
Seeing this man with our children melts me. I love witnessing the exchange he shares with them. This photo was a rare off-early afternoon together, and I remember how we soaked it in.
Searching for better words to describe love, I discovered this… “Viraag (Hindi) : The emotional pain of being separated from a loved one.” β—‡
This is so real for me, especially as of late. He’s been working a ton to support us, so I can be with our children, and with the cost of living so high, it’s difficult to carve enough time out for each other, which I believe is vital.
It’s hard to admit, because I have always believed myself strong and autonomous, but I have physical pain at the thought of ever losing him. β—‡
This is the hardest trigger I’ve ever had to reprogram. It goes deep, and as a Mother now, too, biology makes my family protective vibes even stronger. I trust him, and I know deep down he will always be here for us no matter what, but some part of me still cripples in fear.
I know this is temporary, and I know this is a bleep on our map of love, but it’s time to bring this shadow out to the light. I don’t wish to carry it anymore. πŸ™πŸŒ„
Anybody else out there experience this and care to discuss? I would love to hear your experiences around this.
Let’s talk about #love #relationships #twinsouls #twinflames #consciousness #shadows #fear #healing #instagood #instadaily #discussion #photooftheday #fatherandson #couples #monogamy #family #mypack

Author: A Muse in Harmony

I'm Jess, aka, A Muse in Harmony. Momprenuer, Singer/Songwriter, Producer, Educator/Facilitator and all around Badass Manifestor. I embrace music from a holistic perspective. More than just entertainment, it's a powerful tool of entrainment for the body, mind, spirit and the world as we experience it. I pledge to inspire, to move people, and perhaps a mountain or two, with my voice and music. To share my whole, beautiful and sometimes messy truth each and every moment I am on this sacred Earth, and encourage others to do the same.

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