Everything I want I already am. And so I relax, open and allow.

Motherhood, a path I chose long ago, and these Souls chose me. These boys, and this love, is the greatest masterpiece I will ever create. And what we make together, greater than any one singular mission each of us carry.

These babes grow up and out of our care in such a tiny bleep in the grand scheme of omniversal twirlings. And yet, so easily do we lose sight of this and seek all manner of ways to escape.

Don’t get me wrong, Motherhood burn out is real, and there is very little about the workings of modern society to help ease this. And yet, it’s important to see the loving care in the small things, like being held by our partner, kissed by our babes, helped with the dishes or cooking, or given a few hours to create uninterrupted.

Mostly, I’m seeing that loving myself and my family to the best of my ability is exactly where my focus need be. One day, so very soon, they’ll be grown, and I’ll have all the silence in the world to record in, and I’ll be missing them, and their loud voices in the next room bleeding into my tracks.

Isn’t that a trip? How we always seem to want what we don’t have? Well, no more. My mission is to do my very best being their Mom, to enjoy the fleeting moments, to make music, in the ways I can, and to not guilt myself for not always doing it all. I’m not a product of doing, after all, I’m a human BEing.

My music is inside me. My music is all around me. My music lives in the hearts and voices of my children and all whom I’ve touched. My music simply IS and always will be.
What a wild ride aye?
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Author: Jess Bray

Singer-Songwriter + Producer in the high mountains of the Wild American West. Muse + Co-Creator of #ModernMusesOracle & #ModernMusesCommunity.

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